Fading

fading into obscurity
The trail of abomination
Today I wither with the cold wind
As all light has been taken in my dreams
My eyes close and all I see is darkness
So much darkness
Feeding me betrayal and lies
From the ashes I seek to rise
To stand over my own body
Only to spit upon it
I see death in its common nature
He beckons me to follow him
Abomination I am
Unnatural are my feelings and ways
And everyday seems a thousand more
As I fall from the heaven I crave for more
Hell as no reward for me
Heaven as lost its taste for me
I as without home left in dark limbo
Where my insanity only seems to grow
And I bare the marks of my own destruction