Spinning
I'm spinning
into the dark abyss
into a cliche comatose
self imposed
self abused
not physically
but emotionally
I'm spinning
I'm spinning
grinning as i go down
razor blade smile cutting at my heart
opening scars and letting the infection in
I love it
I want it
I deserve it
I'm told to let it out
So I'm typing this to get it out
still feeling like shit
still craving the blade
I'm spinning into an abyss
I cant wait to hit the ground
