So today I went to the doctor to check my thyroid per my mothers nagging. I went and he said everything was alright....which I'm like fuck...whatever...lol...but then I asked him ...if my anxiety and depression could be affecting my body...he went into an endless babble about Jesus and God and how he can heal me and inject joy into my heart...fucking Aye I wanted antidepressents...not a bible...sigh...now I have to continue living with this dark void inside me...
