DREAM

Once upon a dream
Dreams of a time being free
Free from my worries and demons
Demons that kept me prisoner
Prisoner of a war that's been brewing inside
Inside where I feel dead at times
Times when I feel joy seems but a dream
Dreams that once felt real

helpful?

I still don't know why but after each therapy session I have, I tend to go into a depressive state of mind. It's like everything we talk about makes me really think about my life and makes me hate it. I don't hate my life right now, but I'm sure not liking it. I'm still fat, single, horny.....alone. I need to find motivation to change my life. I need to change something!
So is therapy even helping me? Yes it is, because its taught me that I am worth something, yet Its so hard to really believe it.


maybe some day ill believe it