Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Emptiness

There is an emptiness deep within me. I sometimes can feel it engulfing every atom of my being. I want to detach myself from this emptiness. I want to runaway hand in hand with what I would call happiness, but the emptiness just grows and grows. It spreads to every aspect of my life; work, socially, mentally, physically...etc. I need change. I need something more...something even more powerful than emptiness. I don't know what that could be. I don't know where it could be or how I'm going to achieve it.

Wednesday, April 24, 2013

Slipping

In an instant I'm overwhelmed with sadness. I think my Brain is starting to notice that I'm happy again. The truth is that I'm still not happy. I'm still blue, the meds just suppress it more. I don't know, I should be happy, but I don't know if I.even know how to be happy. I'll continue to paint this smile on my face and walk with my head up trying not to cry or show my pain

Thursday, April 18, 2013

Damn azealia!!

I've.been waiting for.this video to.come out for some time now, and this witch does not disappoint! Fuck the haterz,.this girl is talented! She has more talent than any ratchet bitch in the.game right now...I'm looking at you nicki! Lol shout out to all the ratchet bitches

I've been listening to a lot of rap music so I think the ghetto girl in me came out....

Watch "Azealia Banks - Yung Rapunxel (Explicit)" on YouTube