Looking for something

I never claimed to be an expert in love
I never claimed to even want to love
I just want to be connected to someone
I just don't want to be alone
Times are tough
My mind has had enough
The edge seems better each day

Looking for something

I never claimed to be an expert in love
I never claimed to even want to love
I just want to be connected to someone
I just don't want to be alone
Times are tough
My mind has had enough
The edge seems better each day

Understand

You had me with a hello
you left me with no goodbye though
Abandoned in this cold home
left me with memories of the good times
I want to know why
because I never could understand
I try to keep it together
because I thought we were forever
I was hoping I could get a helping hand
to make me firmly understand
why I was left alone
why I'm alone in this dark home
cold without your warmth
dead like a fetal still birth
the reasons didn't add up
how did we manage to fuck this up
give me a helping hand
so I may be able to firmly understand
because right now I'm so confused
I feel like Ive been used

Minute of Your time

Hey this one wasn't so depressing today...just thought of this and had to type it up before it left my mind...


If I had a minute of your time
I would make you mine
Talk about us like there was an us
Tell you why I loved you
Add sweet words to make us a plus
Instead of a fucking minus
I want us to be an us
Increased emotion
Is flowing through me like an ocean
It will take only a minute to tell you
That I'm not a crazy fool
I'm not the biggest tool
I want to reveal my biggest flaw
The reason I exist is to love you
You are the reason I continue to live
You are the reason this world continues to spin
I am living in what society thinks is sin
I just want take a minute of your time
So I can finally make you mine
Take your hand and your heart
So that we will never be apart
Gather words and emotions to give
So that no ships will ever sink
Don't you think I'm quite romantic
When I sing soft kitty when you are sick
When I tuck you in and kiss you good night
When I give you a dozens roses when we fight
I will make you mine so
Let me please take a minute of your time

Muse

so I was going through my old facebook notes, and I was re reading some of my old "poems" and I decided to post some of the ones I liked...that way I dont have to write stuff ...lol...This one is called...MUSE...



I need a beauty in my bed
To get the juices flowing in my head
No not that one 
You sick minded individual
But I still find it kinda hot
When your soul slowly starts to rot
I'm looking for a broken heart
So I can find some spare parts
My own is dead
So I need a beauty in my bed

You are...my most beautiful muse

A new muse I need to use
In return ill let you reuse
My own blood in our love game
Just remind me...what's ur name?
Oh I'm sorry I thought you were someone else
Ill let the juices flow through my head
This time I mean that head
You sick minded person
Hurry up or it might worsen
My volcano is about to erupt
And my body self-destruct
All because of you
My most beautiful muse