ugh

I'm tired of being told I'm fat. I think I noticed that when I looked in the mirror. Thanks for making me feel even worse about myself than I already did. Just when I was starting to feel good and looking to make a change, it came crashing down. I want to binge eat again, just so I don't feel so empty anymore. I don't blame anyone but myself for this shit. I should make better chooses, but I fail the motivation and drive to care anymore. Hello depression its been awhile since I've seen you. I thought I left you back in 2013.....its been nice not being depressed and self conscience, I guess all good things must come to an end.