Lost

Losing myself to the dark damp world inside my head
Cold to the touch
Roaming from room to room
Indulging myself in all the taboos
I eat, breathe, and fuck darkness
I am his concubine
Conceiving an unholy bastard
Scattering its wonder through time and space
Anxiety takes its place
Upon its throne of unholy grace
Damaging my insides and mind
Fucking me up just fine
Darkness gives birth to more screams
My mind wonders through nightmare schemes
Scenes that aren't dreams
Its weaves a quilt of anxiety
I feel like im losing. ..