Lyrical Symphonies...

You speak lyrical symphonies from Your heart

But your notes I want to tear apart

I want your love

I crave your love

Attention has always been a drug to me

So has your pity and sympathy

What have I done to feel this way

Or not to feel this way

I've thought about changing

I've thought about rearranging

Everything inside as well on the outside

Kill the sorrow brought from the past

Put ointment on my scars to heal

So I don't have to remember the pain

But I've done nothing

I want to do everything

The abuse puts me in a blank state of mind

I have you near me to think for me

Speak for me

Sing for me

Sing those lyrical symphonies from the heart

Every fuckkng note I want to tear apart

About my mental liberation